"They say that the suffering you endure when you are younger is a way for you to pay your dues early and make room for better things in the future. Keep at it until you are calloused and bruised. Although you may be hurt and bleeding now, a better day will come. Hard work will never betray you."
Kang Gary of Leessang, Dec 2011

Friday, March 7, 2014

Masa silam

Earlier I read some of my old entries, sebab nak cari few info sikit yang aku pernah post dulu. Nak nangis baca posts sendiri, memang banyak mengarut. Tu pun ada jugak yang gigih membaca dan melayan siap komen2 semua. Ailefyuolss lah *cium cium*

One thing I noticed the past few years aku banyak jugak mimpi benda mengarut lagi bangang, contohnya seperti mimpi dating ni, and me being a different person. Tapi yang paling bangang hands down of course lah yang mimpi jadi janda ni. Loser gila kisah kejandaan aku =___="


Nowadays I rarely had any dreams. Takde langsung kot. Bila aku tidur pun aku tak tau. Tau-tau je dah pagi, pastu dok guling berjam-jam berperang dengan perasaan malas nak pergi kerja haha. Elok betul perangai.

I know that currently I am going through the same ol' shit. And I'm trying hard to control it. I really miss that time of my life when all that matters to me is my work. That time when I was held responsible for few works and small projects. I miss that ya-ampun-apehal-semua-pun-aku-yang-nak-kena-hadap-niiii-rasa-nak-nangis feelings. True, I used to lost myself in between the workload and the responsibility. But true enough, if given the chance to have that hecticness again, I know I will be able to balance everything as I will never let myself loose again.


Maybe dah boleh start cari keje kosong dah ni kot.....

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