"They say that the suffering you endure when you are younger is a way for you to pay your dues early and make room for better things in the future. Keep at it until you are calloused and bruised. Although you may be hurt and bleeding now, a better day will come. Hard work will never betray you."
Kang Gary of Leessang, Dec 2011

Tuesday, July 31, 2012

Honestly (part 2)


So berbalik pada kisah Tina ni, seperti yang ku jangka Azmi caught Tina cheating on him. He saw her with another guy having dinner bersuap berpeluk sakan bagai. He waited and watched sampai dorang balik. They went to her house, 30 minutes later Azmi pergi ketuk pintu and found the guy in her room. Sakit tak? So how can I blame Azmi for going crazy doing what he did?


Ye, aku memang dah tau pasal perbuatan keji Tina ni dah lama dah. I confronted her, asking her to stop or aku sendiri akan bagitau Azmi. She told me she'd broke off with that guy because she was just fooling around and she really loves Azmi. Until recently someone asked me if Tina dah broke up dengan Azmi ke, sebab he saw Tina with another guy. Dan aku perasan jugak Tina punya cerita banyak yang bercanggah sebenarnya. Tak sempat aku nak bagitau Azmi, dah kantoi pulak.


I dont understand how someone can date so many person at one time, let alone having multiple love affairs. Alasan cliche ialah nak test market, nak pilih mana yang terbaik. Hello, kau bukan tengah pilih barang ok nak main pilih pukal. Kalau betul pilih barang pun still nak kena tengok belek satu2 kot, mana boleh tengok semua serentak kan. Ini pulak pilih pasangan.

I absolutely dont date few guys at one time. Multi-tasking yang satu ni weols tak reti. Sedangkan ada 2 phone pun aku dah serabut; mana nak charge mana nak topup, inikan pulak nak hadap 2 lelaki dengan perangai masing2. Hoih memang tak la.. semak kepala tau tak. Lagipun aku pun taknak diperlakukan demikian, maka sebab tu aku takkan buat macam tu kat orang.

I'm not to judge people, but obviously perbuatan itu adalah salah sebab ia melibatkan penipuan, tak kiralah apa pun alasan kau. 


I told Azmi that I was sorry for not telling him masa aku mula2 tau. I was sorry sampai keadaan jadi this bad, sampaikan Azmi hilang sabar dan berkasar. But he said he is not sorry at all. He is not proud of what he did, but he's not sorry about Tina cheating. He said syukur banyak2 that he found out before they took the next step. Actually they planned to get engage minggu kedua raya nanti. Terkedu kejap aku, tak tau nak rasa sorry or syukur sebab plan tu tak menjadi.


Tina got beaten up pretty bad. Her left check lebam kena pelempang tak tau berapa kali, both her arms penuh bekas tangan Azmi. Her ankle also terseliuh, tapi tu salah dia sendiri jatuh while chasing Azmi. Azmi cakap masa dia mengamuk the other guy tu terkebil2 je tengok, muka clueless gila. Tengok nak tergelak pun ada. Obviously he didn't have any idea yang dia dah kena main dengan Tina. 

She cried for the whole 2 hours I was with her. She kept saying how much she loves Azmi, how sorry she was sebab buat azmi macam tu, and how she deserves all the beating. Menyampah pulak aku dengar. 

When I asked her, "Dah tau tu yg kau buat taik jugak tu kenapa? I warned u kan." she said nothing and kept crying. So I said "I'm sorry lah babe, but honestly u deserve a bitch slap" Lepas tu makin kuat lak dia meraung. Herghh.

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