I'm scared of myself. It seems that I can't control myself any longer.
I started loosing control over my temper lately. I don't know why, I just easily got upset, even over small things. Everytime I got upset, the rage was so horrifying I felt like exploding. And it took me more time to calm down than the usual. Sometimes, even the thought of it could make me feel like screaming my head of.
I really am scared of myself. God knows what could happen if I was loosing it. I know that I'd be throwing things uncontrollably. I won't be saying anything, I won't be making any sound. I would just start reaching for things to throw. Anything that's within reach. I really mean ANYTHING. So imagine what could happen to a person if I were to mengamuk to him/her....
Owh, did I mentioned that I would also lost my self-conscious??
Talking about being mad..